Maybe it’s a gross habit that totally kills the mood…
Maybe it’s a bigger issue that leaves you feeling unseen or disconnected…
This week, we’re diving into a question we hear all the time: Should I be putting up with this in my relationship?
Whether it’s your partner’s lack of ambition, a dead bedroom, constant yelling, or socks in the couch cushions (yep, really) — we’re breaking down how to tell the difference between healthy compromise and straight-up self-betrayal.
We’re walking through real stories submitted by our audience and sharing tools to help you:
Tune into your own boundaries.
Get clear on what’s worth working through.
Speak your truth without blowing things up.
The difference between patience and people-pleasing.
When to accept a quirk vs. when to draw a hard line.
How to handle dead bedrooms, defensiveness, and money fights.
What to do if your partner’s gross habits are killing your vibe.
The truth about “sticking it out” vs. knowing when you’ve had enough.
🎧 Whether you're questioning the little things (like nose-picking 😬) or the big things (like being completely ignored emotionally or sexually), this episode is here to help you figure out your next move.
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1:06:43
EPISODE 209: Mental Load: The #1 Desire Killer
Does sex feel like a chore to you?
According to 86% of our audience? Yes.
Maybe sex doesn’t feel great. Maybe it it’s more about your partner getting their needs met than you. Maybe it’s just started to feel like another thing to check off your list.
But maybe the issue isn’t sex at all.
Maybe it’s that you’re carrying too much — between the keeping the household running (and kind of clean), parenting logistics, and the weight of every single thing it takes to adult…
It’s not that sex is a chore: it’s that chores are sabotaging your sex life!
In this episode, we’re breaking down how mental load affects desire, intimacy, and overall relationship satisfaction (spoiler alert: a lot more than you think).
And of course, we’re sharing practical tools to help lighten the load and bring the connection back.
💛 Here’s what we’re covering:
What mental load actually is
Why resentment and “keeping score” kill intimacy
What happens when your partner starts to feel more like your kid than your teammate
How to have more conversations about sharing the load
What you can do today to start shifting the dynamic
Whether you’re feeling unseen, exhausted, or just plain over it—this episode is here to help you feel more supported, connected, and so much less alone.
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We designed them to help you:
Rebalance the invisible labor in your relationship
Get on the same page with your partner (without nagging or blowing up)
Reconnect emotionally and physically—even when life is busy
These are the strategies that helped us transform our own dynamic — and we want that for you too!
🗓 Sunday, May 25th is the final day to buy them a la carte.
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1:03:38
EPISODE 208: Stuck In A Relationship Rut? Here’s Your 4-Week Fix
In this episode, we’re giving you a realistic, 4-week plan to help you and your partner get out of that relationship rut — even if you're super busy, overwhelmed, or feeling disconnected.
No grand gestures. No impossible checklists.
Just simple, thoughtful actions you can start this week to feel closer again — emotionally and physically.
Here’s what we’re covering:
The difference between a rut and a red flag 🚩
How we define “realistic” connection (especially if you’ve got zero bandwidth)
A step-by-step, week-by-week game plan you can follow
Specific daily, midweek, and weekend actions to help you reconnect
Why it’s okay to not feel fireworks right away — and what to focus on instead
A challenge to get started right now 👀
Whether you’ve been together 2 years or 20, this plan can help you feel like a team again — without adding more stress to your plate.
LINKS & RESOURCES
📝 4-Week Relationship Reset PDF — Your Companion Workbook for EPISODE 208: Stuck In A Relationship Rut? Here’s Your 4-Week Fix ➡︎ https://free.vmtherapy.com/4-week-reset
👋 The Art of Initiation — your guide to making initiation feel easier, sexier, and more satisfying ➡︎ https://buy.vmtherapy.com/art-of-initiation?ref=podcast-208&utm_term=-podcast-208
💖 Deeper Membership — full access to our relationship toolkit, core courses, live monthly sessions, and more ➡︎ https://vmtherapy.com/deeper
✅ Turn Me On: Your Initiation Style Guide — a free guide to discover your unique initiation style (and how to use it!) ➡︎ https://free.vmtherapy.com/initiation-style-guide
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1:01:26
EPISODE 207 The Foreplay Episode: The 5 Things We’re All Getting Wrong
Ready for our go-to masterclass on one of the most overlooked (but absolutely essential) parts of intimacy?
We’re bringing back one of our most downloaded episodes of all time — and trust us, it’s worth a re-listen (or a first-time bender if you’re new around here).
Foreplay — the most misunderstood, rushed-through, and skipped-over part of sex. But here’s the truth: foreplay isn’t optional. It’s not just a warm-up. It’s the whole damn vibe.
In this episode, we’re breaking down the 5 biggest mistakes couples make when it comes to foreplay — and how to turn things around so it actually feels good (for both of you).
Here’s what we’re diving into:
Why “just get to the point” is killing the vibe
What makes receiving foreplay so hard (especially for women — hi, it’s not your fault)
The most common foreplay ruts we all fall into
How to make foreplay fun again — not forced, awkward, or performative
A mindset shift that will change how you think about sex forever
Whether you’re feeling stuck, unsure what your partner wants, or just ready for a heck of a lot more pleasure… this episode is your permission slip.
Links & Resources:
🔥 The Ultimate Foreplay Guides ➡︎ https://buy.vmtherapy.com/ultimate-foreplay-guides?ref=podcast-207&utm_term=podcast-207
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1:07:33
EPISODE 206: Butt Stuff 101: Everything You’re Too Afraid To Ask
We’re bringing back a fan favorite this week… and yep, we’re going there.
Butt stuff. 🍑
Back in 2021, we dropped an episode all about backdoor play, and it quickly became one of our most popular episodes of all time. With over 200 Pillow Talks episodes under our belts now, we figured it was time to make it a little easier to find the gems — so for the first time ever, we’re re-airing one of our top episodes.
Whether you’re a little butt-curious or already a full-blown booty enthusiast, there’s something in this one for you. Because here’s the deal:
👉 72% of our Instagram fam said they were intimidated by anal play.
👉 But 67% also said they were curious about trying it.
That means even if you’re nervous… you’re still open. And we love that.
In this episode, we cover:
Why butt stuff might be worth a try (even if you’re scared)
The biggest myths and misconceptions (hint: it’s not just anal sex)
How to keep things safe, hygienic, and pain-free
Why more straight men are embracing the backdoor (and loving it)
Your most vulnerable Qs — from hairy buttholes to hemorrhoids to the “what if vaginal sex doesn’t feel like enough after?” convo
Oh — and if you’ve listened before? It’s still worth a re-listen. You might hear something new, have a totally different take four years later, or finally feel ready to give it a try. 😉
Last call for two spicy fan favorites 🔥
We just launched our brand-new membership, **Deeper** — which gives you instant access to all of our core courses, monthly double dates with us, VanessaAI, and more. With that, we’re officially retiring a few of our a la carte guides—including two of our best sellers:
👉 Butt Stuff 🍑 (only available inside of DEEPER)
👉 Dirty Talk 101 (only available inside of DEEPER)
🍑 What's so great about butt stuff? (Our FREE Guide)
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