Your Body Remembers Pleasure

"Her rational brain said this is what happens at the border sometimes. Her body registered it as a sexual assault."
Explore this episode and deeper teachings on somatic sexual healing: https://rahichun.com/podcast/tema-mercado-birth-consent-sexuality/
Who this episode is for: Anyone navigating postpartum disconnection, birth trauma, or the quiet question of whether desire and a felt sense of self can return after everything the body has been through.
Tema Mercado is a Licensed Midwife in California, Partera Profesional Certificada in Mexico, and founder of La Matriz Birth in San Diego. A first-generation daughter of Purépecha and Yoreme lineage, mother of six, grandmother of two — her own births span the full spectrum from medicalized hospital settings to reverent home births. Before midwifery, she spent years as a sexual assault survivor advocate. When she entered birth work, she expected it to be different. It wasn't.
What she found in the delivery room — the same power dynamics, the same coercion, the same PTSD symptoms in mothers who were supposed to be celebrating — changed everything. Out of that recognition, she built a practice grounded in somatic consent, ancestral medicine, and the truth that sexuality doesn't disappear when motherhood begins.
In this conversation:
Why the delivery room mirrors the power dynamics of a sexual assault investigation
How somatic prenatal care metabolizes fear before it becomes armor in labor
The woman who arrived saying "I have no trauma" — and what her pelvis revealed
Why postpartum loss of desire is almost never about hormones
How a father's newborn caregiving rewires his brain — and reopens intimacy
Belly binding as ancestral somatic practice
How being truly seen during birth transforms how a woman moves through the world
Timestamps:
00:08 — Tema's origin story
14:33 — Consent as somatic practice
22:58 — Ancestral medicine and belly binding
32:13 — The woman who "had no trauma"
46:18 — What actually brings desire back postpartum
59:29 — From disempowerment to sovereignty
Resources & Links
Tema Mercado: https://lamatrizbirth.com — @matrizmidwife
Somatic sexual healing and embodied intimacy: https://divineunionforlovers.com/course 
Awaken Pleasure course: https://rahichun.com/reclaimingyourpleasure/ 
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Explore this episode and deeper teachings on somatic sexual healing: https://rahichun.com/podcast/erotic-sovereignty-cervical-awakening-sex-work-truth/
In this raw, unfiltered conversation, I’m joined by writer and somatic sex educator Ariel Szabo, creator of The Erotic Frontier, for a deeply embodied exploration of sexuality, trauma healing, and erotic awakening. This episode moves beyond surface-level conversations about pleasure—and into the deeper terrain of nervous system healing, cervical awakening, and the reclamation of erotic life force. Ariel shares her journey from sexual numbness and trauma into profound embodied pleasure, including how working with plant medicine opened pathways to authentic sexual expression and inner truth. We explore how shame and fear become wired into the body… and how presence, grief, and devotion begin to unwind that conditioning. 
We dive deeply into:
• The difference between disconnected pleasure and embodied pleasure
• How slowing down rewires sensation and opens the cervix to profound warmth and climax
• Why sexual visibility can actually increase safety in the body
• How erotic energy fuels creativity, voice, and life purpose
• The power shift from “power over” to “power with” in intimacy and culture
• The crucial distinction between consensual sex work and trafficking
• Why decriminalization — not legalization — reduces harm
• The emotional cost placed on survivors within our judicial systems
This conversation moves from the deeply personal—genital listening, cervical awakening, and embodied pleasure—into the collective dynamics shaping sexuality, power, and culture. If you’ve ever felt numb, disconnected from desire, or shaped by narratives that limit your expression… this episode opens a new possibility. Because erotic sovereignty isn’t about performance. It’s about presence. 
And your body may be waiting for you to ask: What do I need? What do I want? 
Go deeper: Explore somatic sexual healing and embodied intimacy : https://divineunionforlovers.com/course
Learn How To Awaken Pleasure: https://rahichun.com/reclaimingyourpleasure/
Connect with Ariel Szabo: Website: https://sacredmoonflower.com 
Substack: The Erotic Frontier 
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What if arousal and pleasure weren’t “inappropriate”… but powerful markers of health?
Explore sexual sovereignty and embodied pleasure:
https://rahichun.com/podcast/sexual-sovereignty-pleasure
In this richly embodied conversation, Rahi Chun sits down with Dr. Saida Desilets — pioneering teacher of sacred sexuality and creator of the Embodied Psychosexual Method — to explore sexual sovereignty, erotic innocence, and the body’s capacity to heal through pleasure, breath, and deep attunement.
Saida shares the astonishing origins of her life’s work: from a childhood rooted in natural sensual connection, to surviving violence, to being told at age twenty she had only two weeks to live — and the radical path of choosing life, reclaiming vitality, and rebuilding her relationship to desire from the inside out.
Together, we explore how shame disrupts the body’s natural aliveness, why relaxed arousal is the foundation of true intimacy, and how rewilding in nature can restore the pre-verbal sensual intelligence that makes us more connected lovers and humans.
This episode bridges:
embodiment • sexuality • nervous system wisdom • pleasure-based healing • and the wild intelligence of the body
Inside this conversation:
• Saida’s origin story and how her life force became her teacher
 • What “sexual sovereignty” actually means — beyond the buzzword
 • Why arousal and pleasure can be normalized as wellness indicators
 • The difference between performance sex and relaxed arousal
 • Erotic innocence: reclaiming turn-on without shame or meaning-making
 • How wilderness rewilding restores sensual attunement and presence
 • Why leaning into discomfort in intimacy can transform into deeper pleasure
 • Breath as the simplest daily practice for reclaiming aliveness
 • “Yum vs. yuck”: training attention as a pathway to more vitality
 • What it really means to “marinate in your own essence”
Learn more about Saida’s work: embodiedloveuniversity.com
More resources about Somatic Sexual Wholeness:  rahichun.com
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What if your sexuality was never broken — only buried?
Explore rewilding eros and reclaiming aliveness:
https://rahichun.com/podcast/rewilding-eros-shame-healing
In this expansive conversation, somatic sexuality coach Victor Warring explores the process of “rewilding eros” — reconnecting with the innate erotic intelligence we’re all born with before shame, culture, and conditioning taught us to disconnect.
Drawing from his work in somatic psychology, grief work during the AIDS epidemic, and sexological bodywork, Victor shares why grief and pleasure are inseparable, how shame limits our erotic capacity, and why reclaiming your aliveness is a radical act of healing — and even activism.
We explore:
the connection between grief and eros
sexual shame and “upper limits” to pleasure
erotic sovereignty and owning your desire
how culture domesticates our bodies and sexuality
creating an erotically alive home and community
why healing is subtractive (removing conditioning, not fixing yourself)
erotic embodiment as activism
practical ways to expand your pleasure ceiling safely
This episode is an invitation to remember: your erotic nature isn’t something to learn — it’s something to uncover.
Learn more about Victor’s work at RewildEros.com
More resources and writings: rahichun.com
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What if your deepest wounds could become the doorway to your greatest healing?
Explore pelvic healing, birth, and embodied pleasure:
https://rahichun.com/podcast/orgasmic-birth-pelvic-healing

In this powerful conversation, Rahi Chun sits with somatic sex educator, pelvic care provider, and birth worker Katie Spataro to explore how the body itself can initiate us into sacred work through grief, birth, trauma, and pleasure.
Katie shares her extraordinary personal journey — from miscarriage and spontaneous ritual… to an unexpectedly orgasmic birth… to nearly a decade of supporting survivors of childhood sexual trauma through somatic, pelvic, and erotic healing practices.
Together, they explore the profound connection between birth, sexuality, grief, and pleasure — and how tending the pelvis can unlock deep nervous system healing and reclaim embodied power.
Inside this episode:
• What an orgasmic birth really is (and why birth is inherently erotic)
 • Miscarriage, grief rituals, and womb healing
 • How trauma is stored in the pelvic floor and fascia
 • Somatic pelvic and prostate bodywork as activism and healing
 • Why pleasure is medicine for the nervous system
 • Prostate and anal care through a therapeutic, trauma-informed lens
 • Community healing for survivors of sexual trauma
 • The role of consent, touch, and attuned presence in deep repair
 • How grief and pleasure are portals into one another
This conversation is tender, grounded, and radically hopeful — an invitation to trust the body’s wisdom and remember that healing doesn’t happen by forcing… but by feeling.
Learn more about Katie’s work:
SacredWombServices.com
Explore Rahi’s somatic sexuality resources:
Rahichun.com
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