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Jubilee Dawn
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    88. Conversion Therapy Dropout (Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez's Story)

    2026/09/01 | 1h 20 mins.
    Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez had a passion for ministry, but after a trusted youth pastor discovered his internet search history, he was shamed and forced to leave his church. Desperate to change his sexuality, Timothy dove headfirst into conversion therapy through Exodus International, learning how to “act straight” and searching for the supposed wound that made him gay.
    He also shares what it was like working with major ministries like Hillsong, where his talents were welcomed as long as his sexuality stayed hidden. Now, Timothy is out, happy, and the author of Conversion Therapy Dropout. We talk about conversion therapy, working with major ministries, coming out, and finding freedom on the other side.
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    Timothy’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/timothy.s.rodriguez/
    Timothy’s Linktree: https://linktr.ee/timothy.s.rodriguez
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    Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠
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    87. How Church Taught Us to Distrust Our Bodies with Samantha Redondo

    2026/08/28 | 1h 13 mins.
    What happens when you've been taught not to trust your own body? Somatic therapist Samantha (@spiritualembodiment) joins me to explore how purity culture, charismatic Christianity, and harmful messages about our bodies can disconnect us from ourselves. We discuss body shame, eating disorders, spiritual performance, and practical steps toward healing and learning to trust your body again.
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    Samantha's website:https://www.samantharedondotherapy.com/
    Free discovery call: https://samantharedondotherapy.clientsecure.me
    Social:IG: @spiritualembodiment
    Youtube: @SamanthaRedondoTherapy
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    86. Rapture Anxiety, the Pressure to Be Pure & Starting Over (Rebecca's Story)

    2026/08/25 | 1h 26 mins.
    Rebecca grew up afraid of hell, the rapture, and stepping outside of God’s plan. From the pressure to remain pure to a pastor refusing to marry her after she “fell into sin,” shame shaped some of her biggest life decisions. Years later, she discovered the Christian man she trusted had been living a double life that put her and her children in an unsafe situation.
    We talk about purity, charismatic Christianity, deconstruction, and Rebecca’s journey to untangle what she was taught from what she actually believes. Today, she serves on the board of The New Evangelicals, working to help create healthier spaces for people navigating faith and deconstruction.
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    85. Church, Hollywood & Reclaiming Intuition: Part 2 (Katie's Story)

    2026/08/18 | 54 mins.
    Part 2 of 2
    CW: sexual assault
    Katie Stone spent her teenage years trying to be the perfect Christian girl, learning to cover herself up, follow the rules, and trust spiritual authority over her own intuition. After leaving the church and pursuing her dreams in Hollywood, she found that the two worlds weren’t always as different as they seemed. As she explored her sexuality and eventually became a burlesque dancer, Katie also found herself caught in a coercive relationship with an older, powerful man.
    Katie joins me to talk about charismatic Christianity, her connection to Shawn Bolz’s church, leaving purity behind, surviving abuse, and the long process of learning to trust herself again.
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    Katie’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@katiejstone91
    Katie’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/katiejstone91/
    Why I Dance -- The documentary short film showing pole dance as reclamation: https://vimeo.com/119494981
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    Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠
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    Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠
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    84. Church, Hollywood & Reclaiming Intuition: Part 1 (Katie's Story)

    2026/08/18 | 59 mins.
    Part 1 of 2
    CW: sexual assault
    Katie Stone spent her teenage years trying to be the perfect Christian girl, learning to cover herself up, follow the rules, and trust spiritual authority over her own intuition. After leaving the church and pursuing her dreams in Hollywood, she found that the two worlds weren’t always as different as they seemed. As she explored her sexuality and eventually became a burlesque dancer, Katie also found herself caught in a coercive relationship with an older, powerful man.
    Katie joins me to talk about charismatic Christianity, her connection to Shawn Bolz’s church, leaving purity behind, surviving abuse, and the long process of learning to trust herself again.
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    Katie’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@katiejstone91
    Katie’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/katiejstone91/
    Why I Dance -- The documentary short film showing pole dance as reclamation: https://vimeo.com/119494981
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    Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠
    Follow for more:  
    Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠
     Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠
     Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠
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About Healed-ish
Welcome to Healed-ish! A podcast about the messy, beautiful, and sometimes insane process of healing. Each week, host Jubilee Dawn (@jubileedawns) sits down with survivors of betrayal, religious trauma, catfishing, toxic relationships, and more to unpack the chaos and growth that comes with starting over. These are the stories people don’t always tell — honest, raw, a little funny, and fully human.
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