EP 4: Conversations with an Ex-Satanist with Riaan Swiegelaar
In this gripping episode of Real Talk Real Change with Ryan Langkilde, Ryan sits down with Riaan Swiegelaar, former co-founder and spokesperson for the South African Satanic Church. Riaan shares his astonishing journey: 15 years spent as a professional practitioner in the occult, five years at the forefront of Satanism in South Africa, and the radical encounter with the love of Jesus that changed everything.Ryan and Riaan have a real, unscripted conversation about what’s really happening with occult and Satanic activity in South Africa, how the spiritual world operates, and why Christians often underestimate both the reality and power of spiritual warfare. Riaan exposes common misconceptions about Satanism, explains how seemingly “innocent” spiritual practices can open doors to darkness, and warns about the very real spiritual battles taking place all around us.But above all, this episode is about hope. Riaan testifies to the relentless love of God that reached him even at his darkest, the power of prayer, and the reality that no one is beyond redemption. Ryan and Riaan also share practical advice for Christians who want to stand strong, pray effectively, and live in the victory Jesus won for us.Whether you’re curious, skeptical, or searching for hope yourself, you’ll find this conversation raw, challenging, and full of truth.
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EP 3: Surviving Rejection with Bonnie-Jean Masson
Rejection is a wound that runs deep - especially when it starts in childhood. In this honest and heartfelt conversation, siblings Ryan Langkilde and Bonnie-Jean Masson open up about their journey growing up together, navigating the fallout of divorce, and the choices that shaped who they are today.They get real about what it’s like to carry the pain of rejection, how it shows up in unexpected places, and why so many people feel stuck because of old wounds. Most importantly, Ryan and Bonnie-Jean talk about practical ways to spot the signs of a “rejection wound,” how to begin the healing process, and why hope is always possible - even when the past feels heavy.Whether you’ve faced rejection, are walking through family brokenness, or want to understand yourself (or others) better, this episode will inspire, encourage, and help you take your next step toward healing.
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EP 2: Godly Manhood with Joseph Mathiba
In this honest and powerful episode, Ryan Langkilde sits down with Joseph Mathiba to unpack one of the most pressing issues of our time: the crisis of fatherlessness and its impact on manhood. Together, they explore what it truly means to be a Godly man in today’s world, how toxic masculinity distorts that calling, and the challenges of developing Godly character when you’ve never had a role model to follow.Whether you’re a father, a son, or simply someone searching for purpose and identity, this conversation offers hope, insight, and practical wisdom for becoming the man God created you to be.
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EP 1: God, Depression & Anxiety with Louis Mare
In this powerful episode, Ryan Langkilde sits down with guest Louis Mare to explore the often-overlooked struggles of Christians with depression and anxiety. Together, they delve into the realities of mental health in the church, how faith intersects with these challenges, and how believers can find healing and hope in the midst of darkness.Ryan and Louis share their personal struggles, offering insight into the emotional battles many face and the importance of vulnerability, support, and God's unwavering love. This episode is for anyone who has ever felt isolated in their struggles or unsure of how their faith can help them through mental health challenges.Don't miss this honest and open conversation about faith, mental health, and the power of God’s grace in our darkest moments.
Ryan explores real-life issues through honest conversations with guests. As a pastor with over 20 years of experience, and the Senior Pastor of New Life Church in Witbank, Ryan delves into how a God meets us in our struggles, offering practical insights and transformative stories. It’s engaging, relatable, and aimed at inspiring real change.
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