God-Sized Dreams | Mental Health, Mindset, Procrastination, Insecurities, Fear, Purpose

I sat down intending to talk about control, but as often happens, God took the conversation deeper than I expected.

For years, I thought I had control issues.

What I'm realizing now is that many of those behaviors weren't really about control at all. They started as survival skills.

Somewhere along the way, I learned to anticipate problems, protect myself, prepare for worst-case scenarios, and carry responsibilities that were never meant to be mine. Those patterns helped me survive difficult seasons, but God has been gently showing me that I don't have to live there anymore.

In this vulnerable and unedited conversation, I share pieces of my own healing journey, childhood wounds, unhealthy coping mechanisms, anxiety, self-protection, and the freedom that comes when we begin to surrender the things we've been carrying for far too long.

We also talk about:

• Why control often starts as a survival skill
• Childhood wounds and the coping mechanisms we develop
• The hidden burden of trying to protect everyone around us
• How survival mode can quietly become a way of life
• The difference between surviving and surrendering
• What God has been teaching me about trust, healing, and letting go
• Why some of the things that once protected us may be the very things God is asking us to release
• The freedom that comes when we stop carrying what was never ours to carry

Friend, maybe you're not controlling because you want power.

Maybe you're controlling because you learned it's the only way to survive. Maybe, it's now just a coping mechanism that turned into a habit.  

And maybe God is inviting you into something different.

Maybe He's inviting you to put down the things you've been carrying and trust Him with what comes next.

Scripture Mentioned:
Matthew 11:28-30
Isaiah 61

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Content Note:
This episode includes discussion of childhood trauma, sexual abuse, anxiety, depression, and mental health struggles. Please use discretion when listening around children.

P.S. Because so many of you have told me these unedited episodes feel like we're simply sitting together over coffee, here's another one.

No script or fancy editing. Nothing polished. Just an honest conversation with what God is teaching me in this season.

Have you ever felt like something was off, but you couldn't quite put your finger on it?

That's where I found myself recently.

A quick note: Several of you have reached out to say the unedited episodes feel like we're just sitting down having coffee together. So that's exactly what this is. Raw, real, and unscripted.

After months of feeling like something was out of alignment, I asked God to show me what it was. I expected Him to point to my schedule, my business, or one of the many other things on my plate.

Instead, He pointed me toward my marriage.

In this honest and vulnerable episode, I'm sharing what happened when God answered that prayer, the unexpected lessons He revealed, and why the areas we often overlook can become the very places He wants to bring healing, growth, and alignment.

While much of this conversation centers around marriage, the bigger invitation is for all of us to ask:

Is there an area of my life that God may be calling me to pay attention to?

You'll hear how God used a canceled hair appointment, a leadership event, a timely conversation with a true friend, and even a marriage coach to reveal some blind spots I couldn't see on my own.

Because sometimes the area God wants to work on isn't the area we think needs fixing.

Key Takeaways

How God revealed an area of my life that was out of alignment

The unexpected connection between a canceled hair appointment and a prayer I'd been praying

The question that completely shifted my perspective

Why I decided to work with a marriage coach

Small changes that are already making a big difference

The danger of focusing on what others aren't doing instead of examining our own hearts

How to recognize areas God may be asking you to address

Why God doesn't call us to settle for mediocrity in any area of our lives

A Few Questions to Reflect On

Is there an area of your life that feels out of alignment right now?

Have you been asking God to change someone else when He may be inviting you to look inward first?

What strengths and blessings have you overlooked because you've been focused on what's missing?

What is one small step of obedience God may be asking you to take today?

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Remember, friend: Sometimes the breakthrough we're praying for starts with paying attention to the area God has been trying to show us all along.

How often do you try to self-protect?
Or manage the people around you so you can protect them?
Or hesitate to do what you feel called to do because you don’t want to mess it up… or make God look bad?

A behind-the-scenes and unpolished look at what God is showing me about overthinking, misalignment, and delayed obedience… and why I’ve been so tired lately.

 

SPOILER ALERT: It's probably why you are so tired also!  Sometimes, God doesn’t call us to do His work. 😉

Just a hint at where we’re going today.

If you’ve been stuck in your head, trying to get it right before you move, this one is for you.

We’re talking about where that comes from, what Matthew 11:2–30 really means when He says His burden is light, and how to take one simple step forward instead of overthinking your way out of it.

Dear listener,

Even for me, as someone who really loves to overshare, this episode is far beyond my comfort zone when it comes to honesty and transparency. I have sat on this episode for at least a week. And, as much as I wanted to edit it, make it pretty, and delete about 15 minutes of what I would consider over-sharing, I strongly sensed the Lord telling me to publish as is. 

The Lord wastes nothing.

 

As I continue to follow Him and hear His voice tell me to do things differently than I've ever considered doing before... I will trust Him.

I pray that my doubts, tears, questions, worries, and ramblings meet you exactly where you are and that you will be able to glean from this behind-the-scenes look at what's been going on in my world over the last year.

 

I pray it comforts you. I pray that it challenges you. And I pray it provides enough light to help you make it at least one more baby step further into your own personal journey with the Lord. 

He is good. He provides. He is always faithful. And, He loves you more than you can imagine. ❤️

 

An inside, messy, look at what it looks like to trust God and say YES to the things He brings to our attention.

A heartfelt conversation about having a posture of surrender and walking out the things the Lord has for us, even when it doesn't make sense.