My Rejection Story

Why does heartbreak hurt so much? According to psychologist and bestselling author Guy Winch, it’s not just emotional—it’s biological. Heartbreak hijacks your brain like an addiction, making it one of the most painful experiences a person can endure. In this episode, Guy breaks down the science of heartbreak, the biggest mistakes people make when trying to move on, and why heartbreak needs a mourning ritual—just like grief. If you’ve ever struggled to let go, this episode is for you.
Website:
⁠https://www.guywinch.com⁠
Guy’s TED Talks:
⁠https://www.ted.com/speakers/guy_winch⁠
Guy’s Books:
📕How to Fix a Broken Heart
⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/1501120123⁠
📕Emotional First Aid: Healing Rejection, Guilt, Failure, and Other Everyday Hurts
⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/0142181072⁠
📕The Squeaky Wheel: Complaining the Right Way to Get Results, Improve Your Relationships, and Enhance Self-Esteem
⁠https://www.amazon.com/The-Squeaky-Wheel-Guy-Winch-Ph-D-audiobook/dp/B004INR2VU/⁠
Listen to Guy’s PodcastDear Therapists:
⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dear-therapists-with-lori-gottlieb-and-guy-winch/id1523340696⁠
Chapters:
00:00 Introduction to Guy Winch
03:32 Heartbreak as the Ultimate Rejection
09:45 Why Heartbreak Feels Like Drug Withdrawal
14:20 The Science Behind Rejection and Emotional Pain
19:05 The Mistakes People Make When Healing from Heartbreak
24:40 Why Social Media Stalking Makes It Worse
30:15 The Importance of a Mourning Ritual for Heartbreak
37:00 How to Stop Idealizing Your Ex
42:18 Replacement Strategies—The Healthy Way to Move On
48:30 Rebuilding Rejection Resilience and Dating Again
🎧 Listen to the full episode to learn how to heal a broken heart and move forward with resilience!

What if the fear of rejection is actually a fear of being fully seen?
In this poetic and soul-searching episode, author and spoken word artist Arielle Estoria opens up about what it means to grow beyond who the world expects you to be—and how devastating, liberating, and cyclical that journey can be.
Best known for her viral Arielle Estoria poems, her book The Unfolding, and her ability to speak straight to the soul, Arielle shares the deeply personal story behind her own “unfolding.” She discusses the grief of leaving behind old identities, the risk of becoming someone new, and the human need for belonging—especially when you no longer fit the roles that once made you feel loved.
We talk about how her relationship with her husband gave her the courage to question inherited beliefs, why creativity is a core value in her life, and what it means to trade approval for truth. Whether you're in the middle of your own unfolding story or afraid to let go of the identity you’ve outgrown, this conversation is a balm for anyone who's ever felt the sting of having no sense of belonging.
What We Cover:
The awakening: What it feels like to outgrow the life that once felt safe

How Arielle’s husband became a catalyst for growth and authenticity

Grief as part of growth: What we don’t talk about when we talk about becoming

Letting go of people, labels, and spaces that no longer reflect who you are

Why creativity as a value is about healing, not performance

The cost of honesty: Losing gigs, friends, and familiarity—and choosing truth anyway

What it means to rewrite your “too much” narrative

How her book The Unfolding and her album The Art of Unfolding were created for her own healing first

The one Arielle Estoria quote every creator needs to hear

How rejection became redirection—and why the work always finds who it’s meant for

Using art to create belonging, not applause

Why even non-artists can use creativity for healing

Quotes That Hit Hard:
💬 "I’d rather have friends who love me whole than love me half."
💬 "That’s the old story. Now, what’s the new one?"
💬 "Creativity is not about sounding good—it’s about speaking soul to soul."
💬 "Rejection isn’t a dead end. Sometimes, it’s a reroute to yourself."
Chapters:
00:00 – Intro
01:30 – Awakening vs autopilot living
04:45 – How her husband gave her permission to explore
08:30 – The grief of growing and letting go
12:00 – Rejection, community loss, and spiritual dissonance
15:10 – Redefining self-worth and belonging
18:20 – How Arielle Estoria poems became a healing practice
22:45 – Why her writing isn’t for the ears—but for the soul
26:10 – Her response to low book sales and how she redefined success
30:45 – Can anyone access healing through art? (Yes.)
35:00 – The raw vulnerability of publishing your truth
40:00 – What rejection taught her about audience, ego, and trust
43:00 – Rewriting the unfolding story in real time
Resources:
📚 Arielle Estoria books: The Unfolding

🎧 The Art of Unfolding – Spoken word album (Spotify, Apple Music, etc.)

🔗 Website: www.arielleestoria.com

📲 Instagram: @arielleestoria

Why does book rejection feel so personal—so final? Why does a book rejection letter have the power to stall a project for years, even when the idea still matters? And how do some authors seem to land book deals—sometimes before the book is even written—while others stay stuck in endless rejection cycles?
In this episode of My Rejection Story, Alice is joined by Allison Lane, founder of Allison Lane Literary, a former PR executive turned book strategist who has helped every one of her clients land an agent and secure a book publishing deal. Together, they unpack what rejection in the publishing world actually means—and why it’s rarely about your worth, talent, or intelligence.
Allison reframes rejection as a strategic signal, not a dead end. Drawing from decades in PR, brand strategy, and publishing, she explains why most aspiring authors misunderstand how the industry works, why writing the full book too early can actually hurt your chances, and how to become “book rejection proof” by thinking like a business—not a hopeful artist waiting for approval.
Throughout the conversation, Alice and Allison explore how childhood rejection, shame, and trauma shape creative ambition, why nonfiction books are sold on proposal (not passion), and how authors can learn how to get a book deal with no money, without an agent, or before writing the book—if they understand the real rules of the game.
In this episode, they explore:
Why book publishing rejection is usually a signal—not a verdict

What a book rejection letter is actually telling you (and what it’s not)

How to deal with rejection when writing books without losing momentum

How to get a book deal without an agent—and when an agent actually matters

How to get a book deal with a publisher by pitching the idea, not the manuscript

Why nonfiction authors should learn how to get a book deal before writing the book

How to get a book publishing deal by widening—not narrowing—your audience

Why “being good” isn’t what sells books, and what does

How authors with small platforms still land major deals (including lessons from Allison Lane books and clients)

Rather than romanticizing rejection or offering empty encouragement, this episode gives listeners a clear-eyed look at the publishing ecosystem—where books are products, authors are brands, and rejection is part of the filtering process, not a personal failure.
If you’ve ever asked yourself how do you get a book deal? or how can I get a book deal without burning years on the wrong strategy? this conversation will fundamentally change how you approach publishing—and rejection itself.
Connect with Allison Lane:
Website: https://lanelit.com
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/allisonlanelit/

Chapters
00:00 Rejection as Redirection—and Why Publishing “No’s” Aren’t Dead Ends
03:30 Saying Yes Early: Why Idealism Can Quietly Stall Creative Careers
08:45 What PR Teaches You About Pitching—and Why Most Book Pitches Fail
13:30 ADHD, Trauma, and Why Rejection Cuts Deeper for Some Creators
18:00 Shame, Silence, and the Stories We’re Afraid to Write
23:00 Why Some People Grow After Trauma—and Others Get Stuck
27:30 Imposter Syndrome, Ambition, and the Fear of Being Left Behind
32:00 Standing Out Without Credentials: How Alison Learned to Be Unignorable
37:00 Why Writing the Full Book First Is a Mistake in Nonfiction
41:00 How Publishers Actually Decide Which Books to Buy
46:00 The Myth of “Too Niche” vs. the Reality of Audience Expansion
51:00 Why Books Don’t Sell Because They’re Good—and What Actually Makes Them Sell
56:00 Becoming the Marketer of Your Own Book (Without Doing Everything)
01:00:30 Building a Platform Before the Book—and Why Timing Matters
01:02:00 Final Thoughts: Becoming Book-Rejection-Proof and Taking Action

What does it actually mean when someone cuts off their family — and why does family estrangement provoke such intense reactions from the outside world?
In this short solo episode, Alice uses the recent public fallout involving Brooklyn Beckham, David Beckham, and Victoria Beckham as a cultural moment to explore family rejection and estrangement, one of the most misunderstood — and stigmatized — forms of rejection.
Rather than speculating about who is right or wrong in the Beckham situation, Alice explains why public stories about family conflict are almost always incomplete. She unpacks why family estrangement in adulthood can be both a necessary act of self-protection and an emotionally devastating loss — and why outsiders often rush to assign blame when an adult child cuts contact with their parents.
Drawing directly from Psychology Today research, this episode breaks down what family estrangement actually is, why adult children most often initiate it, and why it’s frequently confused with family alienation or scapegoating. Alice also explores why family estrangement stories — especially high-profile ones like the Brooklyn Beckham situation — trigger such strong emotional reactions, moral judgments, and assumptions about loyalty.
In this episode, Alice explains:
What family estrangement really means, based on psychological research

Why estrangement usually unfolds slowly over years, not suddenly or impulsively

The most common reasons adult children experience family rejection, including emotional abuse, neglect, and clashes of values

The difference between family estrangement and family alienation — and why black-and-white thinking can signal unresolved harm rather than clarity

Why family estrangement carries so much stigma, shame, and social judgment

What research shows about how long family estrangement typically lasts, and why reconciliation isn’t always possible — or healthy

Why people are so uncomfortable with the idea that someone might need distance from their family to protect their mental health

Alice also addresses why public speculation about the Brooklyn Beckham feud — including assumptions about control, loyalty, and marriage — reflects broader cultural discomfort with family estrangement and rejection trauma, rather than any real understanding of what happens behind closed doors.
This episode is not about celebrity gossip.
It’s about family estrangement, rejection, boundaries, and the psychological toll of being misunderstood when the people who are supposed to love you become unsafe.
If you’ve ever struggled to understand why someone would estrange themselves from their family — or if you’ve lived through family rejection and felt judged, dismissed, or forced to justify your decision — this episode offers clarity without blame.

Resources mentioned:
Psychology Today — Family Estrangement (Reviewed by Psychology Today Staff)
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/family-dynamics/family-estrangement
Fern Schumer Chapman, What Research Tells Us About Family Estrangement (2024)
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/brothers-sisters-strangers/202402/statistics-that-tell-the-story-of-family-estrangement
Calling Home podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/calling-home-with-whitney-goodman-lmft/id1706820976

Chapters:
00:00 Why the Brooklyn Beckham Story Triggered Such a Strong Reaction
02:00 Why We Don’t Actually Know What’s Happening Inside That Family
04:00 What Family Estrangement Is — and What It Isn’t
06:00 Why Adult Children Cut Off Parents
08:00 Estrangement vs. Alienation: Complexity vs. Black-and-White Thinking
10:30 Why Family Estrangement Is So Stigmatized
13:00 How Long Estrangement Lasts — and Whether Reconciliation Is Possible
15:00 Final Thoughts: Why Family Rejection Is One of the Hardest Losses to Explain

Why does rejection feel so threatening—sometimes even more destabilizing than physical danger? Why does losing approval, status, or belonging shake our confidence so deeply? And why does the fear of rejection seem impossible to fully “heal” or outgrow?
In this episode of My Rejection Story, Alice is joined by Jeremy Sherman, an evolution and social science researcher who studies the origins of life, human behavior, and what he calls the “black market of confidence.” Together, they explore rejection not as a psychological flaw—but as a survival mechanism rooted deep in human evolution.
Jeremy challenges the idea that rejection hurts simply because of brain wiring or trauma. Instead, he reframes rejection as a threat to confidence itself—something humans have always needed to stay alive, belong to groups, and navigate danger. With language, imagination, and social comparison layered on top of biology, humans became uniquely vulnerable to rejection in ways no other species is.
Throughout the conversation, Alice and Jeremy unpack why confidence operates like a scarce resource, why humans quietly compete for affirmation while pretending they don’t need it, and why attempts to “solve” rejection often miss the point entirely.
In this episode, they explore:
Why fear of rejection didn’t evolve for happiness—but for survival
How humans operate in a constant “black market” of confidence and affirmation
Why language and imagination make rejection more destabilizing for humans than animals
The evolutionary trade-off between visibility, status, and danger
Why confidence feels abundant until it disappears—and why we panic when it does
Why there may be no permanent cure for fear of rejection, only ways to live with it more honestly
Rather than offering tidy solutions, this episode invites listeners to sit with paradox: the need for confidence, the inevitability of rejection, and the freedom that comes from recognizing that this tension is part of being human—not evidence that something is wrong with you.
If you’ve ever wondered why rejection feels existential, why confidence feels fragile, or why approval seems to matter more than logic says it should, this conversation will leave you thinking—and possibly relieved that the struggle isn’t personal.

Connect with Jeremy:

TRYING BEINGS Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjH_fBN6aQQ0uw5324tSrcg?view_as=subscriber
Instagram: instagram.com/jeremyshermanphd/?hl=en
Chapters
00:00 Why Rejection Feels Like a Survival Threat
02:00 Introducing Jeremy Sherman and a New Way to Think About Rejection
06:00 Confidence as a Scarce Resource—and a Black Market
11:00 Language, Imagination, and Why Humans Fear Rejection So Deeply
18:00 Why Confidence Feels Stable—Until It Disappears
26:00 The Evolutionary Trade-Off Between Visibility and Safety
34:00 Why There Is No Permanent Cure for Fear of Rejection
43:00 Aging, Status Loss, and the Fear of Becoming Invisible
52:00 Purpose, Community, and What Happens When Roles End
01:02:00 Final Thoughts: Living With Rejection, Not Solving It