Hardly Initiated

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You grew up hearing about God. You learned the scriptures. You inherited the beliefs. But when life starts testing everything you’ve been taught… is your faith actually yours?

Before Da’ T.R.U.T.H. was a Grammy-nominated Christian hip-hop artist and apologist, he was a pastor’s son who believed in God at five years old. Then came the questions. The doubts. The encounters that challenged beliefs he didn’t yet know how to defend.

He didn’t begin searching for answers to win debates. He needed them for himself.

In this episode of Hardly Initiated, Da’ T.R.U.T.H. joins Michael J. McDonald and Kira Oliver for an honest conversation about what happens when the faith you were raised with meets questions you can no longer ignore.

Why is Jesus the only way? Can you believe in God and still wrestle with doubt? How were the books of the Bible chosen? And how do you confront the painful history of racism in the church while pursuing a relationship with Christ?

As Michael brings his own questions to the table, the conversation becomes personal—moving through skepticism, race, scripture, and the challenge of loving people whose actions have hurt you. Da’ T.R.U.T.H. also reflects on learning that defending his faith requires listening, humility, and care for the person across from him.

At the heart of it all is the move from inherited faith to informed faith: examining what you believe, understanding why you believe it, and choosing to go deeper.

What question made you examine your own faith? Share your story in the comments.

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Chapters:
00:00 Welcome and Teaser
00:50 Meet DA Truth
01:34 Apologetics as Dialogue
02:34 New Book Announcement
02:49 Training and Credentials
04:32 From Music to Ministry
08:34 Growing Up in Faith
10:40 Crises and Doubts
13:34 What Apologists Do
15:18 Intelligent Faith Mission
15:53 Black Church and Scholarship Gap
20:05 Information Age Challenges
20:58 Dogma vs Education
22:33 Creating Safe Spaces
23:37 Epistemology Doing the Work
26:18 Truth Without Rudeness
27:00 London Story Body Language
30:59 When Truth Feels Judgmental
32:29 Post Truth Culture
33:20 Belief Has Consequences
34:58 Iceberg Conversations
37:11 Rich Young Ruler
41:32 Why Jesus Uses Questions
46:05 Beyond Sunday School Faith
52:55 Black White Church Dynamics
59:11 History Behind Segregation
01:00:34 Gospel Reconciliation Vision
01:03:42 Image Bearers Over Labels
01:08:51 Christianity White Religion Claim
01:09:31 History Shapes Faith
01:10:58 Bridge Building AEAA
01:13:12 White Jesus Imagery
01:15:58 Ask Before Answer
01:18:52 Christianity Before Slavery
01:20:46 Christ Versus Culture
01:23:52 Canonization Explained
01:27:37 Pseudepigrapha And Tests
01:34:10 Informed Faith Challenge
01:38:51 Pray For Appetite
01:42:24 Wrap Up And Resources

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Keisha Gibson’s story is a powerful testimony of survival, faith, and transformation. Born into trauma and generational curses, Keisha faced molestation, addiction, and years of life on the streets. Yet through the grace of Jesus Christ, she found freedom from the chains of sin and a new identity as a bride of Christ.

In this episode, Keisha shares candid reflections on spiritual warfare, the struggle with lust, and the importance of obedience over mere ritual. She challenges misconceptions about faith, self-worth, and the church, offering raw honesty and hope.

Takeaways include:
- How generational sin can impact lives and how God’s grace breaks those cycles.
- The difference between loving self and loving God as the foundation for transformation.
- Practical insights on discerning God’s voice amid confusion.
- The power of confession and community in healing.
- Why obedience is the key to unlocking God’s provision and protection.

What part of Keisha’s journey resonates most with you? How do you discern God’s voice in your life?

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## Chapters
00:00 Cycles of Trauma
00:37 Sex Work and Survival
00:58 Danger in the Streets
01:16 God Says Not This One
01:54 Podcast Guest Intro
04:18 Brooklyn Roots and Abuse
06:26 Abortions and No Foundation
07:37 From Hustling to Brothels
11:59 Money vs Lust
13:55 Outcalls and Close Calls
15:17 Saved From Hell
18:14 God’s Love for the Lost
22:56 Childhood Strength and Silence
25:34 Breaking Generational Curses
28:04 Fasting and Hearing God
31:06 No More Debates Just Souls
31:49 Protecting the Next Generation
32:20 Family Alcohol Warnings
32:41 Raising a Protected Child
36:07 Prayer Covering Daily
36:54 Music and Spiritual Influence
37:32 God Said Not This One
38:13 Leaving Prostitution Behind
40:02 First Church Breakthrough
42:02 Abortion Clinic Voice
44:22 No More Double Life
45:53 Hard Truth on Fornication
50:27 Three Voices Discernment
55:58 Bible Over Church Routine
58:26 One Church Not Three
01:02:29 One Church Headship
01:03:26 Confusion From Mixed Teaching
01:04:23 Pastor Integrity Risks
01:06:50 Ask God Where To Go
01:08:36 Calling Growth And Rebellion
01:10:45 Obedience Over Sacrifice
01:15:02 Catholicism And Denominations
01:20:16 Giving Up Secular Life
01:26:32 Mentors And Hearing God
01:28:12 Grace Vs Willful Sin
01:31:38 Final Declaration And Outro

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Kelz had Billboard success, nightlife access, and a place to belong—but he still could not find peace.
Then one sentence inside the Nation of Islam made him decide: **I’m walking out, and I’m not coming back.**

In this episode of Hardly Initiated, Kelz sits with Michael J. McDonald and Kira Oliver to tell the story behind that decision: the suicide crisis he survived, the family pressure that followed him out, and the unlikely $7 Uber Eats delivery that led him to 2819 Church.

This is not only a theological debate. It is a conversation about what happens when your conscience collides with your community—and what real transformation looks like after the emotional moment has passed.

In this episode:

- Why Kelz says success and nightlife never gave him peace
- The statement that pushed him to leave the Nation of Islam
- How his decision affected his relationship and extended family
- Why he believes relationship with God matters more than religious performance
- How he redirected his past into mentoring, baptism, and feeding Atlanta’s unhoused community

Have you ever known you needed to leave a belief, relationship, or lifestyle—but feared losing the people attached to it? Share your experience thoughtfully in the comments.

Chapters:
00:00 From Clubs to Charts
00:08 Inside the Nation
01:03 Farrakhan as Savior
02:44 Hardly Initiated Intro
05:20 Kels Testimony Begins
06:42 Storms and Wake Up Calls
07:50 The 2819 Church Sign
09:48 Why He Left NOI
12:21 Family Fallout and False Charges
14:26 Money Power and Hypocrisy
18:32 Mahdi and Antichrist Claims
20:54 Quran vs Bible Breakdown
27:35 Why Men Join NOI
31:46 One Door to God
33:45 Reclaiming a Strong Christ
34:51 Lukewarm Christianity Check
35:31 Faith Over Image
38:06 Give to Strangers
39:00 Suddenly God Moments
39:50 Finding 2819 Church
41:50 Leaving Islam Behind
46:13 Access Signs and Encounters
48:05 Baptism and Being Seen
52:35 Bold Faith Not Too Young
53:54 Jeremiah Calling Explained
58:57 Relationship Over Religion
01:02:57 Grace Time Is Short
01:04:30 Stop Blaming God
01:07:03 Music Club Idolatry
01:10:42 Nightlife Costs and Consequences
01:13:31 Chasing the Bag Warning
01:14:18 Demonic Concert Culture
01:15:31 Nightlife Shift Today
01:16:35 Kingdom Work Blueprint
01:17:41 Busy vs Bible Martha
01:19:49 Stewardship Over Status
01:23:54 Called to Reach Dancers
01:29:24 Familiarity Kills Faith
01:32:52 Questioning False Religions
01:43:39 Change Your Diet
01:46:40 Closing Outreach Plug

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He was selling drugs. Then a man in jail called him a witch.

P Lo says that conversation made him confront the harm behind his hustle.

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Before Rikers Island, he already knew about God. But knowing about faith and letting it change his decisions were different things. An unexpected mentor helped him understand the Bible in language he could connect to—and challenged what he was doing to his community.

In this episode of Hardly Initiated, Michael J. MacDonald and Kira Oliver sit down with P Lo, a construction business owner and longtime barber, for the conversation they call “The Hood Bible.” He shares the personal story behind the earlier clip that had viewers asking questions.

The discussion moves from incarceration and accountability into the questions people carry about belief, spiritual discernment, and how to treat people who see faith differently. P Lo also shares why he wants listeners to examine what he says for themselves.

In this conversation:

The confrontation that changed how P Lo viewed drug dealing.

What an imperfect mentor taught him about humility.

Why honest questions matter when you’re learning about faith.

The tension between firm convictions and showing people grace.

Has someone ever told you a difficult truth that changed your direction? What helped you hear it?

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When the person everyone depends on starts breaking, where do they take the pain? 
Michael was carrying a private family crisis and crying only when nobody could see—until lifelong friends and a moment in worship brought everything out.

In this episode of Hardly Initiated, Michael J. MacDonald and Kira Oliver have an unfiltered conversation about emotional suppression, alcohol, inherited coping patterns, accountability, spiritual warfare, and the difference between conviction and condemnation. Michael admits that when the weight gets heavy, his instinct can be the bottle. Kira shares why she believes God asked her to give up even one glass of wine—and what happened when a wine glass broke while she wrestled with that decision.

The conversation also becomes a direct, sometimes tense exchange about Jesus, the meaning of “antichrist,” and how to stand firmly in faith without losing compassion for people who believe differently.

In this episode:

- Why “being the strong one” can become emotional isolation
- How childhood exposure can shape adult coping
- What accountability looks like when faith becomes public
- Why a testimony can become someone else’s lifeline

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